Now, in the quiet night hours, I took up the booklet from Adrian, called My Beloved, and continued reading the book where I had left it the previous night.
When I got to the section on the Father, describing the Father of Love, some more of the precious rays of the new light came shining out from the pages of the booklet. WOW! I got up from bed (not to disturb my husband) and went to the lounge where I sat down to meditate on the new insights that flooded my soul. Is THIS the God that I serve? A God of love and mercy? Is He really willing to betroth me as a sinner – as a daughter of Adam - to His precious Son, so that I can become a child of the Ancient of Days??? So that I can take on the characteristics of the Father of Love?
The book Agape is having a profound personal impact upon my life. I feel the loving tender presence of my Saviour drawing me to our Father. At the same time the darkness and hypocrisy residing at the heart of my current religious experience is being magnified like never before. The narrow gate that few find; Mat 7:14, is standing before me and I see the tears of my Lord and hear His still small voice beckoning, come unto me.