7 The Grief of God

The first book that I have read that I wished it never ended

Thank you Adrian Ebens I have just finished reading my Beloved and it’s the first book that I have read that I wished it never ended. I can see myself reading it many more times.
I can relate to it so well. I loved it!

First Rays of Light

Now, in the quiet night hours, I took up the booklet from Adrian, called My Beloved, and continued reading the book where I had left it the previous night.

When I got to the section on the Father, describing the Father of Love, some more of the precious rays of the new light came shining out from the pages of the booklet. WOW! I got up from bed (not to disturb my husband) and went to the lounge where I sat down to meditate on the new insights that flooded my soul. Is THIS the God that I serve?  A God of love and mercy? Is He really willing to betroth me as a sinner – as a daughter of Adam - to His precious Son, so that I can become a child of the Ancient of Days???  So that I can take on the characteristics of the Father of Love?