I poured myself into the translation of the booklet Original Love, and laboured into the night hours to finish the work. Precious insights into the Word of God and his intention for my marriage unfolded in my mind as I laboured through the translation work.
I saw how I was playing the role that the enemy wants me to play in my most sacred relation on earth – with my husband. I saw the mistakes that I made - how the Eros love between the two of us has dominated and crushed our relationship and how that was causing grieve to the heart of God. I learnt the hard lesson (and I am STILL learning this lesson J) of submission to my earthly beloved, not for the sake of gaining anything, not even to gain my husband’s approval and love, but for the sake of appreciation for what God has given me - a wonderful husband with whom I can serve God.
The book Identity Wars has truly been a blessing to me. I come from the Maasai community where my father was the first person to become a Christian. I on the other hand never truly understood God, and this state of mind has really made me frantically searching for my identity. Not having the right guide I have struggled to understand my relationship to God just as Adam lost his identity as a beloved son of God in the beginning.